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[Oct. 21st, 2004|06:04 pm] |
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Wow it has been a long time since i have posted, Alls good i guess, Homecoming came and went o good times, haha actuall better times the night before the dance not really i guess it was just an all around awsome weekend. On friday night we went out to the outer and got stuck, cuz ashley is really smart haha, and then we just got back in time for my mom to pick up me and morgan and i was flipping a shit but w/e all was good. Then we went to ashleys the next night, then i dance, then back to ashleys, i almost died haha, (I was scared guys!) O yeah and this thing appered on my leg, its a bite of some kind and its really gross, and it makes me really sick, well not i, but the medications. O man Mrs. Whitman is a bitch so i really didnt mind not going to her class today, cuz i was sick, but im mad i missed cathy and joes class yeasterday. Ugg ballet is so fucking annoying, but i love it anyways! Im so mad cuz arielle cant go to new hampshire this year im whicked mad/sad, im gonna miss her so much! Uggg well i g2g study for chem cuz im failing that class! ugg life sucks then u die right? |
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| From falling in love with Sex and the City, Now i wanna just type, so from now on Im gonna Ramble |
[Oct. 10th, 2004|09:40 pm] |
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Sometimes we think about things like if we don't they won't happen, but what if we dont think about them at all and they do happen. If we don't try, we win the lottery? If we dont try we find love? If we dont try freinds come easy? If we dont try we become all we have every wanted to be? If we dont try, the right shoes fall into our laps? Is it that easy? Is it so easy that if we all stoped trying so hard for everything from our dreams, to our fashion we could find it all right in front of us, or somehow it would come easy? |
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| Excited about tommorow! |
[Oct. 9th, 2004|08:04 pm] |
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Yah! Im so excited for tommorow! Annie, Sarah, Libby(hopefuly) and I are going up to boston for the day we are gonna go shoping on Newbury street! Then we are going to see The Bolshoi Ballet do Don Quixote!!! And then they are sleeping over my house! Ahh its gonna be so much fun! Well life has been good i guess, Izzy and I went to go visit MQ the other day, lol we talked about Live journals so i feel kinda weird writing in mine now, but whatever. Pointe has been good, Mrs. Whitman is really hard and she YEALS so much!!! And Then she laughs like a witch haha Sarah, but its cool i like her classes and she gave me and Sarah and Annie the Lead roles in Walz of the Flowers! I get a solo! Whoo performing on carpet lol. Schools good, i was nominated for Princess idk if i said that already, im Definatly not gonna win, but idk i get to go out on the football feild looking cool haha. Homecomming is next week! Ahh crazyness! Im bringing my cousin... aka Sarah, and yeah that will be cool. So i guess thats all thats new, Im gonna go clean my discusting room for tommorow and find something to wear! Im so excited! |
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| Long time |
[Sep. 30th, 2004|09:36 pm] |
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Well it has been along time since i last wrote. I guess alot has happened not really. Annie, Libby, Sarah d., Izzy, and I are doing Cathy and Joe's Sea captins nutcracker this year instead of the sugar plum ball. Which is good, i guess cuz we only get to do one dance in the ball and its is a peice of crap so... and i really like the full nutcracker, lol even if the sea captin is a pott head is it over there, no is it over there! Haha, Sarah Summers i heart you and wish you were doing it with us! Brynn and morgan slept over last friday after the football game, cuz we arnt cool and dont have our lisences! haha, it was awsome tho, cuz we had a few visitors and partyed it up on my pond haha omg craig give me back my earing!!! lol Yeah good times girls! Umm Chris is a losser and annie is the love of my life lol a little mello drama going on right now lol. So yeah I think i was nominated for homecomming princess idk for sure yet but 3 people have told me, well 2 and a half haha jake would not tell me. But Im up agains emily and Vicki who are like th coolest people in our school and are soooo nice! so i dont think i have any chance, but they both so deserve it! Well i have a test tommorow in math i should be studyin for i will write again sometime soon. |
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| Ballet |
[Sep. 16th, 2004|09:29 pm] |
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Well today was an AWSOME day for ballet, it was your fist class with Mrs. Whitman, and i loved it, it was just like being back at CPYB, then she basicaly said cathy and joe a stupid and put me back on POINTE!!! YEA!!! then we had varitions, it was so much fun, then after my mom was late, not to good, but i got to sit and talk with her and she is really, really nice. Then when i got home i found out i was awarded a dance scholarship for 1000$ which is like the whole years touition!!! So dance was awsome, and then i watched The OC obsessed completly ! which was awsome, but now i have to do a ton of homework... not so fun o well it was a good day. |
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| Schools back... |
[Sep. 8th, 2004|11:15 pm] |
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Well school is back again! Its okay, my classes seem well okay, some hard, some not so much. Its good cuz i can see my friends... all of my friends ;) :D and ballet starts on monday i have no idea how i am gonna get there, but that will be interesting, i will be glad to get back to it tho. I have to go get clothes, i think i will go on saturday if my mom will take me... damn july birthday everyone is getting their lisence... o well |
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| I HATE BALLET!!!!! |
[Sep. 1st, 2004|09:14 pm] |
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I HATE BALLET, WHY IS IT SO FUCKING HARD? STUPID CAPE COD, STUPID STUDIO, STUPID SCHEDUAL, STUPID ME, UGGGGG I HATE BALLET....................
well i really love it more then life its self, but it is really pissing me off today, that i live in this stupid little town that does not have good training, and even if i was good enough to get in to s dance school my parents could not afford it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT.... I really miss all my ballet girls and even tho this year is gonna totaly blow... u guys know why... uggg... i cant wait to see u all again!!! Love u girls! |
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[Aug. 30th, 2004|10:04 am] |
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Blah, school is in one week and a day and i have to still shop for clothes ( really the most important part) shop for supplise, still finish the Ellen Foster and start and finsh Adventures of Huckleberry Finn, and write an essay on it. Haha im screwed its okay i will end up writing it the first day of school any ways, because i have english on B days... ewww mcmillian again!!! And Viennue again! O well lifes a bitch then u die right? |
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| junior year gonna suck??? |
[Aug. 27th, 2004|11:54 pm] |
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Well next year, soo much will be different, Dance for starters, im still in six, but it is combinde with 5, which is cool, cuz i love them all, but sucks cuz they will be huge classes, and not alot of individual attention like last year with classes of 5 people which were awsome! Also marianne is gone, and that is totoall weird idk what i will do with out her. But im gonna take class at jose mateo ballet theater boston, and maybe mass youth ballet, so that will be good, but to do that i have to get really good grades probably so i think i might go back down to a level Science, which would mean morgan was in my class!!! But it would also mean i am only taking one honers class...bad, but if im gonna be a dancer, why the hell does it matter right, lol which brings me back to being a dancer which requires good training, which the closests is litteraly PA, or NYC, haha o god i hate cape cod, lol not that carlisle, PA is any bigger, but atleast they train awsome dancers! So if i can well... drop it, and get to jose and mass youth i will be in good shape to audition to good schools this year, and maybe some how afford them, cross that road when i come to it, and then i will be set to go away next summer which could lead to a good year round program to jump start my carear. Haha sounds so easy on paper doesnt it? lol well annie and chris will help me cuz we set up and help plan to help each other! whoo!!! Im so determind right now i wish it would last the rest of my life!!! GOd i hope it does. I read somewhere once that with most people with wish for something so much that they waste time they could be putting in to getting it, and i have done that my whole life and im stoping right now as god as my whitness i will do it!!! |
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[Aug. 1st, 2004|11:09 pm] |
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today... work, eat, sox (who suck and lost! Thanks to the new guy, cabrera) babysit, and the whole day i could not stop thinking about him...i wished he would come in to work, that we could eat together, that we could yeal at the game together, and that he would come babysitting with me, to bad i bet he has not thought of me this whole summer. |
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| life |
[Jul. 31st, 2004|09:21 pm] |
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Well lifes life i cant belive summer is half over already, it sucks!!! Our sleep over this thursday was so much fun! swiming and carrie, and playing the piano, and just hanging with you girlys its a ton of fun, thats like the only reason i like cinderella, jk jk. today i had to work and it was arielles b-day so i brought her over her preasent! Happy Birthday Arielle! Well i g2g help the sox win! With out nomar!!! shock, mixed feelings, idk about it yet! Well later. |
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[Jul. 27th, 2004|11:03 pm] |
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Well tommorow is my birthday!!! But i have to work from 8-7:30 so i had cake and presents with my family today, i have like no friends so i guess i dont really have to worry about a party, ugg. I got my plane ticket today for liza's!!! yay!! im soooo excited. Well i have to go to bed to get ready for my big birthday tommorow o yeah spending it working! |
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| wow long time |
[Jul. 24th, 2004|10:46 pm] |
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wow havent up dated this mofo in a long time, lol mafo (annie), so this summer sucks cuz all i do is work at the stupid x-mas tree shop! which i hate, then go to ballet like twice a week which sucks, then cinderella,which is okay, then sleepovers with my girls from cinderella which has been alot of fun, lol hip bones and imitations and rists and metal spoons and our wonderful conversations online, and o man so many good times with you girls! Tonight i went to the all star game with sarah, have not seen that girl in sooooo long! An wednesday is my b-day, to bad i have to work fucking 8 hours!!! Uggg! Well i better go to sleep because i have to get up and go to work tommorow morning, Again! uggg But good news im going to see liza for 5 days in august yay!!! Im sooo happy. Today i am sooo soar from sams class in friday i wish i could do it tommorow but stupid work!!! o well he'll be back i hope! yawn... bye. |
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[Jun. 28th, 2004|10:09 pm] |
Intensive was fun... She has a penis, woman men, guys if i need a prescribed deoterant tell me! haha, good times. Dont worry im bringing food tommorow! I talked to liza and katie tonight. I miss all the betas soooooooooooooooooooooo much I hate life for leaving me on stupid Cape COD!!!! ughjglk
sfdhposad;j fjkljs;woieruskjdfasl;kfjalsk;jr well any ways. Maybe life will work out for one more time in my life before i hit 80 ugg. Well now i am gonna go call liza as jeff...haha. |
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[Jun. 25th, 2004|10:35 pm] |
Tommorow is the first day of CPYB...what more can is say
*crying myself to sleep once more* |
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[Jun. 24th, 2004|07:28 pm] |
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Well even though i am totaly bumber out about not going to camp and (i know im a loser) it makes me cry, i have to say i am really excited about intensive next week. monday through Friday 12-5 it is like its own little camp, minus class so its not that bad, all you ballet girls made me not like class and i hate you for it lol, when i came back from cpyb all i wanted to do was go to class and i still did all through nutcracker, but then the dance arts girls and izzy coroped my mind and my spring show i was skiping class and only going to rehersal! But I love class and i dont care what you all say i am a ballet geak! O well, has anyone else relised my entire journal is about ballet, so let me right about something else. Well school is over, and yeasterday me and morgan went over saras and went to her grandmas pool and i got so burn, but it already turned into a tan! Then we walked to Double D's and then to visit morgan at work. LoOL, then we meet ROY! lol, and ate candy, umm, then we went to see the marines at eldrige park, and yeah thats what we did. It was alot of fun. And today i went shoping with my mom cuz thats what i do! i bought a purse (OF COURSE!) and new sneakers for work, and photo alblums, and an address book and two new shirts, one my neon pink one for cinderella. And well that was it. o no and a new bulitin board for my room. Thats it i think o no wait, socks i also bought socks, yes it i was a lot of fun! Well thats it, now im gon...o wait and scrap book stickers! Whoa! okay thats it, now im gonna go eat dinner and watch tv or scrap or something. |
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| anaversary |
[Jun. 20th, 2004|11:17 pm] |
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this time last year i was going to sleep waking up at 3:30 the next morning to drive 8and a half hours to CPYB. So of course tonight i cryed my eyes out cuz i cant go again. It was the best five weeks of my life and i wanna go back so bad. I have drank two cups of iced coffee around 9 so i cant sleep at all, and plus i have been crying, and i should have studyed for my final in science, but i didn't so i am gonna fail that. ugg. But it all just doesn't matter to me, all i have ever wanted is to be a ballet dancer and the worst fear in my life is that i wont be and it scares me day after day, but ugg it is jsut so fucking hard, and i need to have the right trianing, but it costs so much fucking money and stupid spoild people who parents pay forevery thing and never have to work for anything get to go away to these amazine boarding schools like CPYB, SAB and well people know who else i am talking about. Ugg why is life so fucking hard sometimes! |
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[Jun. 10th, 2004|10:31 pm] |
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i never say peace and i think it is really annoying but i did at the end of my last post and now i think i am dumb so i just wanted to let you all know i am not a fan of peace as a way of saying good bye so good bye |
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[Jun. 10th, 2004|10:27 pm] |
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meh, i have not posted in a long time, not alot has happened, i got a job, hahaha christmas tree shop. And we started cinderella rehersals, they are fun, i hope sarah and annie and libby and I have an awsome time doing that, it seems like it will be fun. I need a car yeasterday i sat at the sparrow for like 4 hours with joe cuz we are cool like that i bought 2 things lol and spent just over 2 dollars lol cuz well i have no money. nothing else is new but im wicked tired and i am gonna go to bed now. peace |
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| have not posted in a long time |
[Jun. 6th, 2004|08:50 am] |
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I cant think of the last time i posted and i am to lazy to go back and see sooo i think it was last weekend, this week i had cinderella auditions, they were okay, then we had rehersal yeasterday, it is gonna be a lot of fun...i think. I applyed for 2 jobs and i have not heard about either one which sucks cuz i need the money even tho i dont want to work, im so lazy. But i really hope i get the one at the red ballon because it will not interfer with any thing, it is only saturday day/night and sunday day and maybe a few other nights in the week, but not thursday. So maybe this summer wont be so bad, aslong as people... well as long as i have something to do. Even though i still wish i was going to camp. |
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